Monday, June 28, 2010
But so is having two google accounts. I use one for youtube and one for here, but its been a pain having to log in and out between the two over and over again. Whenever I want to post here it logs me out on youtube and then i have to log back in, and the circle never ends!!
This blog will still be alive for me too look back on, ect - but I won't post here much.
Here is the new blog
Sunday, June 13, 2010
But I'm scared. I'm scared of what I feel and what I've said. I dont know how you feel about me, and it scares me more than anything... Sometimes you act like you feel the same way, but then the next minute you're not... You confuse me. I just get used to the fact that we will be only friends, but then you do that thing you always do, and its like I'm back at the start all over again. I don't know how much more of this I can handle.
I know I need to move on. Hopefully a summer apart will help things, but I'm pretty sure I'll just end up as head-over-heels when we see eachother again in the fall. Till then, all I can do is hope I can get my mind off you long enough to enjoy summer, and maybe, maybe, move on.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Well, I have 2 lists.
First is places I want to vacation or possibly live/work in. These are more typical "tourist" places so I wanted to give them their own list.
Second are places I want to volunteer in.
3. Mexico (again)
5. Middle East (Afghanistan mainly)
I'm gonna try and save up $3,000 for next summer to go to India. That would cover everything for 4-6 weeks with lots of spending money left over, while I volunteer in an orphanage with the IFRE. It would be so amazing!!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
New Avenged Sevenfold CD coming out next month - pretty excited.
A few friends from Kamloops are supposed to be visiting me over the next week or so.
Got new electric blue nailpolish - it's to die for.
Another author to add to my favorites list: Cheyenne McCray. She writes adult, urban fantasy/paranormal type stories, its heaven on earth.
Reading a new series by her, The Night Tracker Series - It's awsome.
It has Paranormal creatures (elves! and every other kind as well) and Cops/Detectives... and SMUT.
The first book has already layed out a few fantasies of mine
I need a bf that has similar RP'ing tastes LOL
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Otherwise, nothing has really happened. Paperwork for getting my job on base, and a lot of sitting around, and reading. LOTS of reading.
Spirit Bound came out a few days ago (the 18th) and though I'm not able to purchase the acctual book yet, I got an online copy. I still want the real book, it was so f**king epic!
Rose, Lissa, ect all graduated, Rose with flying colors obviously. They broke into a prison, and got Victor outta there. After getting the info they needed, they LOST him... Dimitri was brought back, but he was all "I don't deserve you Rose, gtfo" and then after making a few comments that are very Rose-like to the Queen, the Queen happened to get murdered leaving Rose and the prime suspect... and then the book just ends, with her getting hauled away and her dad saying that she isnt going to prison but that "they execute traitors."
that is LITERATLY the last line! WTF right? I know!!
Soo there are lots of insane theories running around about who did what, ect ect. I honestly can't figure some of it out. I know some who are deffinetly involved, but as I'm re-reading the series I'm noticing lots of things that I didn't before so I'll probably end up changing my theory a hundred times over before December, and Last Sacrifice.
In the meantime, I wanna go to the library after the long weekend and see if they have the Succubus series by Richelle Mead as I wanna read that as well (I've heard good things about it, and I believe it, her writing is amazing).
A friend from TRU might come visit me next week sometime. Hes a cool guy, shares a lot of my interests about world cultures, and photography with me. We've met on and off since the international festival, and he's also a friend of Maaya (another good friend of mine) so we've been chatting on and off since her birthday party a few weeks ago. He loves Vernon cus it has Vietnames and Indonesian food, where as kamloops dosn't, saddly.
Anyway, back to reading.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
First things first, I'm going back to Vernon at the end of the week.
Well, for one, I can't afford rent here seeing as Walmart is F**king me for hours
(seriously, who can live on 4 hours a week at that wage?)
And, I'll be a CI on base by the looks of it, teaching tenor, so once I got booted here I figured there isn't much point trying to rush and find a new place here in Kamloops for like, a month?
And, even if I don't get the job on base, staying with my parents is free, even if it IS annoying (more so because of my sister, not because of my parents, and the fact that I'll be sleeping in the living room, joy!... NOT)
Second thing, I totally found my summer song:
It's so upbeat, makes me happy, and wanna dance!
Everything one would ask for in a "Summer Song"
Anyway, I gotta get up at a decent time tomorrow (today?) so I better go to bed...
next post will prob come from vernon, not sure how much I'll post, especially once I'm on base (as my laptop is de-mobalized due to a broken screen), but i'll try to post as much as possible, pce!
Friday, April 23, 2010
I'm all done for the summer now!!!
Oh, and I might get to be a CI on base this summer too... MAYBE, if my paperwork gets in quickly...
Courses I'm hoping for in september? all 1st year classes still, saddly:
IF I get all the classes and sections I want, I wont have a class past 530 ever, and wed. I'll be done at noon, and NO classes on friday at all.
That means early classes, as in 830am early... but hopefully I'll be sharing a place with my friend Donald and maybe Brittany too - closer to the school - which means I wont have to get up at 6am to get to school in time.... YEAY!
I also need to start blogging more...
I swear I say that in nearly every post tho... LOL
Friday, April 9, 2010
I'm still debating which I want exactly - I know I want brown/dark ones.
Ones I'm debating are GEO MAGIC ULTRA BLACK or GEO MAGIC Honey Wing
In other ramblings....
the next book in the Vampire academy series comes out in a month (May 18th!!!)
I am so excited! I recently acctually bought the first 4 in the series, and have re-read them all in the last week. In all honesty I will probably read all of them yet again before "Spirit Bound" comes out.
Thenn.... i just have to hold myself until December for "Last Sacrifice" which will be the last in the series...
I'm scared, cus Richelle (author) commented that she was creating a spin off series with the characters that "don't die in the main series" which is making me FREAK cus I dont want anybody else to die!!!!
It's bad enough that Dimka is Strigoi and Rose has to kill him (or he kills her, though I doubt that)....
*sigh* oh well....
Friday, April 2, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Nothing is CONFIRMED yet... as I have to apply to a University there, and still arrange a lot of things; but I'm working hard to do so.
Right now, I'm applying to Grant MacEwan University, and my advisor says that thats the best option for me. It seems like a great school, a lot like TRU in size so thats good. Also, they offer Japanese so I can still take it there - I don't like UofA offers Japanese - but they offer russian! So cool!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
I am so close (like 3 hrs away) but I can't go.... but I am watching the games as much as I can online and at school, as I don't have a working TV where I am living right now.
Women's hockey won gold today against the USA - and our boys play Slovakia tomorrow in the final semi-final round. If they win this, they will be playing for the gold.
Wouldn't it be epic if both our ladies and men won gold on home ground?
Also watched figure skating tonight. Yuna Kim from South Korea broke a record score, and obviously won gold, with Japan getting silver and Canada getting bronze.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Two weekends ago was valentines day, and my bf came down from edmonton to see me.
It was a great weekend
Last week was also reading break - I worked monday and tuesday but went back to Vernon for wed-sat. It was great! Got to go visit some teachers at Fulton, and talked with ms Walburg for 3 hours straight! I also took my sister shopping at the mall, and hung out with lindsay and visited some other friends!
Now its back to school and work at walmart...
but I think I have found myself a waitressing job while talking with a lady on the bus today
shes the manager at a restaurant near the mall here in kamloops and is desprately looking for waitresses and is really excited to have me apply.
wish me luck!!
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I "went to bed" at like... 130am?
I ended up laying there for 3.5 hours tossing and turning with a horible migraine.
So here I am now, still with a headache, though it's dulled with the help of tylenol, and refusing to go to bed now that its 530am....
My logic is that if I am finally able to fall asleep NOW, I won't wanna get up in 3 hours for school.
Therefore.... I will have no sleep tonight....
Probably won't help the migraines I have been having pretty much daily for about 2 weeks now, but no amount of sleep/rest/medicine have helped them so far so I give up.
I'll probably go see a doc during reading week if they are still occuring then.
The olympic torch comes into town tonight, I'll be sure to take lots of pictures.
We also have a movie hosted by the sorority tonight....
Oh and another girl is leaving the sorority now. Making the total something like... 4 girls that have left from my pledge class? Kinda sad...
urg, maybe I should get some sleep.....
p.s - isn't this gyarumoji cute? I love them ♥
Monday, January 25, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Still kinda sick, but not really. Confused?
Ok, good. So am I.
I'm still sick cus I have a terrible stuffy nose and a crappy cough that makes my throat hurt.
But I don't feel exhausted or sick other than that, so fuck it, I'm moving on with my life!!
People don't like me coughing at school or work, then can just deal.
Hmm, think I will finally watch Star Trek tonight. I downloaded it a few days ago but never got around to watching it. Also I wanna download AVATAR but can't find any good copies to download yet cus it's still in theaters... poo.
I handed out a couple resumes yesterday, just to a couple places I knew were taking applicants.
It was amusing. I still need to take some resumes to places closer to where I live though, like Denny's....
Not much else to say/talk about now....
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Just finished watching the movie Up! for the first time, it was really good!! Omg, it had me crying within the first, like, 15 minutes! Poor guy, loosing Ellie! The little boy made me laugh though, and Doug (the dog) reminds me of my bf saddly! Haha!
I ate ramen noodles while watching it... very yummy ♥
Cute? I guess.... Japanese at the top says "Gyaru" - look it up if you don't know what it is... lol
Ive been looking at a coupld Puricura online sites.... most really suck. I really want a puricura booth here in kamloops... I would go everytime I had the money to go.... probably wouldn't be very often considering they are usually like $8 per time here..... but I would try!!
Bah, anyway... I should get to bed. I have to be up at 9am tomorrow, even though I don't work till 1130.... grr I hate the sunday bus system!!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
BUT I did watch this make-up tutorial the other day:
Obviously it didnt turn out as good as Michelle Phan's but I was going purely by memory of her steps while mixing in my own edge.
I did get a few really great eye shots, and edited my favorite. So here is a little treat, it isn't on facebook yet so, enjoy!!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
You can get 2 DVDs there for $10, so I usually get a couple every now and again. Recently I got these two fine movies:
Great movies, both of them! Ive already watched Romeo + Juliet the first night I bought them, and I am going to watch Mean Girls tonight.
My movie collection when I moved to Kamloops consisted of:
-Across the Universe
and a few VACSTC DVDs from the past few years.
Though its not many, I've been able (on a very small budget) to add these titles to my collection over the past few months:
-Memoirs of a Geisha
-Romeo and Juliet
Like I said, not many, but pretty good for the small budget I have - I'm suprised I can even buy dvd's. They are ALL from the $5 each bin though - hahahaha, oh well, still great movies!
Also, I went to dollarama the other day, and got SCENTED GARBAGE BAGS!!! Its awsome, and they smell amazing! I got Rose and Vanilla scented ones for now. They are cheap too, only $1 for a roll of 25!!
So has been the case for sunday and today.
Colds suck. Ive had a bad headache, nasal congstion, and the chills.
The worst part is the weakness. I mean, if I wasn't so weak, I would probably go to school and work anyway, but when I start to black out nearly everytime I get up, no matter how slowly and carefully I do so, its just not such a great idea to walk around campus/town.
I think I'm feeling much better though, except for a horid headache that keeps returning.
But a headache a can deal with, seeing as I only have one class tomorrow, and no work.
I'm sure i'll survive.
Boyfriend is probably coming to BC for Valentines Day to see me!
I'm so excited!
I am head-over-heals for this man ♥
Sunday, January 10, 2010
It was acctually really awsome, great music and lots of fun.
There was limbo, and hula hoops.
It made my day.
Lots of people wore costumes - hawaiian themed of course!
I did my hair in a 40's/50's pin up style,
and wore a grass skirt, green tube top, and flip flops...
oh and of course, a lei ☻
this picture was my inspiration:
Its 3am, and I have to be up at 10am.
But I'm waiting for DANCE ONLINE to finish downloading,
and thought I would share some info on what I did tonight.
Look for pics on facebook, I took loads.... ♥
Saturday, January 9, 2010
I started a blog on ameba (a Japanese blogging website) that was more up to date...
but I lost my password, and am to lazy to go through all the translations to revive it....
So I'm back here...
It's a new year! 2010 baby!
I'm making it my (late) New Years Resolution to blog more,
and I'm keeping it all on this blog.
So I guess I should update you on what has happened in my life since August huh?
I started university in September at TRU
It's an amazing school.
I loved all my classes, except geography
and I passes them all... except Geography...
I'm in a Sorority..
yes, thats right
I know right?
me? a sorority girl?
But honestly, its amazing!
Not just the parties either (though they are pretty epic)
us Zeta's are really there for eachother
sisters till the end! ♥
I still work at walmart
it fucking sucks ass
I need a new job
I got H1N1 (Swine Flu) in October, a few weeks after my birthday.
Oh! Remember that "amazing guy" I started dating at camp?
He was a loser
he cheated on me, didn't have the guts to tell me
so he broke up with me instead,
and a few days later had a "new" relationship on facebook
complete with pictures of them kissing, dated from while we were still together..
oh, the joys of love....
In better news, I acctually found THE guy for me
he is ex-close friend's fiance's best friend (confusing?)
met him at my ex-close friend's birthday
he's also from Alberta, but he is a much nicer guy that the last one
he has a daughter, but is really dedicated
it was honestly love at first sight - for both of us
weve been dating since october 24th ♥
wondering about the "ex-close friend" thing?
well she swears that it was only cus of her that we are together
and.. well we may have had sex within the first week of dating
not that we find anything wrong with it
but she apparently does
and she finds it nessicary to call me a slut...
so yeah, I don't take that shit
esspecially since our friendship has been on the rocks for over a year now
hmm what else to say?
Im working on going to Japan next winter/spring
to study for a year
I'm applying to Bunkyo Gakuin University
Its a nice school,
and I have a good chance of getting in,
depending how these next 2 semesters go...
OMG I just remembered,
I went to a three days grace concert on wednsday
it was EPIC
best concert EVER
I can't even describe it in words...
oh and Adam (lead singer) held my hand for like, 30 whole seconds
I almost died!
wow that sounds REALLY fan girl-ish