Monday, June 28, 2010

New blog...

Monday, June 28, 2010
Annoying, yes I know...

But so is having two google accounts. I use one for youtube and one for here, but its been a pain having to log in and out between the two over and over again. Whenever I want to post here it logs me out on youtube and then i have to log back in, and the circle never ends!!

This blog will still be alive for me too look back on, ect - but I won't post here much.

Here is the new blog


Sunday, June 13, 2010


Sunday, June 13, 2010
I can't get you out of my mind. I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile, how much I love your laugh... I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that you said or did... I've memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine and I wonder what will happen the next time we are together.

But I'm scared. I'm scared of what I feel and what I've said. I dont know how you feel about me, and it scares me more than anything... Sometimes you act like you feel the same way, but then the next minute you're not... You confuse me. I just get used to the fact that we will be only friends, but then you do that thing you always do, and its like I'm back at the start all over again. I don't know how much more of this I can handle.

I know I need to move on. Hopefully a summer apart will help things, but I'm pretty sure I'll just end up as head-over-heels when we see eachother again in the fall. Till then, all I can do is hope I can get my mind off you long enough to enjoy summer, and maybe, maybe, move on.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Sunday, June 6, 2010

hit er up && ask away!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Top Places I wanna go

Saturday, June 5, 2010
I've been looking into jobs with the UN, as well as volunteering jobs overseas over the past few days.... There are just so many places I wanna see and people I want to help!

Well, I have 2 lists.

First is places I want to vacation or possibly live/work in. These are more typical "tourist" places so I wanted to give them their own list.

1. Japan
2. Germany
3. Russia
4. Australia
5. Dubai

Second are places I want to volunteer in.

1. India
2. Thailand
3. Mexico (again)
4. Kenya
5. Middle East (Afghanistan mainly)

I'm gonna try and save up $3,000 for next summer to go to India. That would cover everything for 4-6 weeks with lots of spending money left over, while I volunteer in an orphanage with the IFRE. It would be so amazing!!

Saturday, May 29, 2010


Saturday, May 29, 2010
Nothing really new still, just posting for the sake of posting.

New Avenged Sevenfold CD coming out next month - pretty excited.
A few friends from Kamloops are supposed to be visiting me over the next week or so.
Got new electric blue nailpolish - it's to die for.
Another author to add to my favorites list: Cheyenne McCray. She writes adult, urban fantasy/paranormal type stories, its heaven on earth.
Reading a new series by her, The Night Tracker Series - It's awsome.
It has Paranormal creatures (elves! and every other kind as well) and Cops/Detectives... and SMUT.
The first book has already layed out a few fantasies of mine
I need a bf that has similar RP'ing tastes LOL

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Spirit Bound & other Nonsense

Sunday, May 23, 2010
I'm offically moved back to Vernon for the summer, though havn't gotten to hang out with many people yet. Mainly just Jake, and Callum, whom I went longboarding with, and destroyed my foot. Well, its not destroyed, but w/e.

Otherwise, nothing has really happened. Paperwork for getting my job on base, and a lot of sitting around, and reading. LOTS of reading.

Spirit Bound came out a few days ago (the 18th) and though I'm not able to purchase the acctual book yet, I got an online copy. I still want the real book, it was so f**king epic!

Rose, Lissa, ect all graduated, Rose with flying colors obviously. They broke into a prison, and got Victor outta there. After getting the info they needed, they LOST him... Dimitri was brought back, but he was all "I don't deserve you Rose, gtfo" and then after making a few comments that are very Rose-like to the Queen, the Queen happened to get murdered leaving Rose and the prime suspect... and then the book just ends, with her getting hauled away and her dad saying that she isnt going to prison but that "they execute traitors."
that is LITERATLY the last line! WTF right? I know!!

Soo there are lots of insane theories running around about who did what, ect ect. I honestly can't figure some of it out. I know some who are deffinetly involved, but as I'm re-reading the series I'm noticing lots of things that I didn't before so I'll probably end up changing my theory a hundred times over before December, and Last Sacrifice.

In the meantime, I wanna go to the library after the long weekend and see if they have the Succubus series by Richelle Mead as I wanna read that as well (I've heard good things about it, and I believe it, her writing is amazing).

A friend from TRU might come visit me next week sometime. Hes a cool guy, shares a lot of my interests about world cultures, and photography with me. We've met on and off since the international festival, and he's also a friend of Maaya (another good friend of mine) so we've been chatting on and off since her birthday party a few weeks ago. He loves Vernon cus it has Vietnames and Indonesian food, where as kamloops dosn't, saddly.

Anyway, back to reading.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

few things...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

First things first, I'm going back to Vernon at the end of the week.


Well, for one, I can't afford rent here seeing as Walmart is F**king me for hours

(seriously, who can live on 4 hours a week at that wage?)

And, I'll be a CI on base by the looks of it, teaching tenor, so once I got booted here I figured there isn't much point trying to rush and find a new place here in Kamloops for like, a month?

And, even if I don't get the job on base, staying with my parents is free, even if it IS annoying (more so because of my sister, not because of my parents, and the fact that I'll be sleeping in the living room, joy!... NOT)

Second thing, I totally found my summer song:

It's so upbeat, makes me happy, and wanna dance!

Everything one would ask for in a "Summer Song"

Anyway, I gotta get up at a decent time tomorrow (today?) so I better go to bed...

next post will prob come from vernon, not sure how much I'll post, especially once I'm on base (as my laptop is de-mobalized due to a broken screen), but i'll try to post as much as possible, pce!

Friday, April 23, 2010


Friday, April 23, 2010
have been killing me....


I'm all done for the summer now!!!

Oh, and I might get to be a CI on base this summer too... MAYBE, if my paperwork gets in quickly...

Courses I'm hoping for in september? all 1st year classes still, saddly:

English 111
History 103
Astronomy 114
Theater 111
Anthropology 121

IF I get all the classes and sections I want, I wont have a class past 530 ever, and wed. I'll be done at noon, and NO classes on friday at all.

That means early classes, as in 830am early... but hopefully I'll be sharing a place with my friend Donald and maybe Brittany too - closer to the school - which means I wont have to get up at 6am to get to school in time.... YEAY!

I also need to start blogging more...
I swear I say that in nearly every post tho... LOL

Friday, April 9, 2010

lenses & vampires

Friday, April 9, 2010
waiting for my $$ to go onto my paypal so I can order my first pair of circle lenses.

I'm still debating which I want exactly - I know I want brown/dark ones.

Ones I'm debating are GEO MAGIC ULTRA BLACK or GEO MAGIC Honey Wing


In other ramblings....

the next book in the Vampire academy series comes out in a month (May 18th!!!)

I am so excited! I recently acctually bought the first 4 in the series, and have re-read them all in the last week. In all honesty I will probably read all of them yet again before "Spirit Bound" comes out.

Thenn.... i just have to hold myself until December for "Last Sacrifice" which will be the last in the series...

I'm scared, cus Richelle (author) commented that she was creating a spin off series with the characters that "don't die in the main series" which is making me FREAK cus I dont want anybody else to die!!!!
It's bad enough that Dimka is Strigoi and Rose has to kill him (or he kills her, though I doubt that)....

*sigh* oh well....

Friday, April 2, 2010


Friday, April 2, 2010
yah yah, its been a while.
w/e I've been busy.

Just saying I'm alive.
exams are coming (shoot me!)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Editing Photo's

Saturday, March 13, 2010
I'm getting better huh?
I really need a proper version of photoshop, trial versions just don't have all the cook stuff!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I have decided....

Saturday, March 6, 2010
that I'll be moving to Edmonton this summer.

Nothing is CONFIRMED yet... as I have to apply to a University there, and still arrange a lot of things; but I'm working hard to do so.

Right now, I'm applying to Grant MacEwan University, and my advisor says that thats the best option for me. It seems like a great school, a lot like TRU in size so thats good. Also, they offer Japanese so I can still take it there - I don't like UofA offers Japanese - but they offer russian! So cool!

Sunday, February 28, 2010


Sunday, February 28, 2010
Sidney Crosby scored!!!

FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

World record @ winter olympics!!!!!!


Canada VS USA

We were winning 2-1 ..... then USA got a goal with like 30 seconds left in the last period!!!

Currently in Overtime...... I Hope we win............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 25, 2010


Thursday, February 25, 2010
As, like, everyone in the world knows - the olympics are in vancouver.
I am so close (like 3 hrs away) but I can't go.... but I am watching the games as much as I can online and at school, as I don't have a working TV where I am living right now.

Women's hockey won gold today against the USA - and our boys play Slovakia tomorrow in the final semi-final round. If they win this, they will be playing for the gold.

Wouldn't it be epic if both our ladies and men won gold on home ground?


Yup.... epic!

Also watched figure skating tonight. Yuna Kim from South Korea broke a record score, and obviously won gold, with Japan getting silver and Canada getting bronze.


Cramps, killer cramps...... gahhhhhhhh

feels like I'm gonna DIE

I'm gonna go take a few midol and tylenol, and see if I can numb myself enough to sleep through the night.....

Tuesday, February 23, 2010


Tuesday, February 23, 2010
No, I'm not dead - Just pretty busy!

Two weekends ago was valentines day, and my bf came down from edmonton to see me.
It was a great weekend


Last week was also reading break - I worked monday and tuesday but went back to Vernon for wed-sat. It was great! Got to go visit some teachers at Fulton, and talked with ms Walburg for 3 hours straight! I also took my sister shopping at the mall, and hung out with lindsay and visited some other friends!

Now its back to school and work at walmart...
but I think I have found myself a waitressing job while talking with a lady on the bus today
shes the manager at a restaurant near the mall here in kamloops and is desprately looking for waitresses and is really excited to have me apply.

wish me luck!!


Thursday, February 4, 2010


Thursday, February 4, 2010

Hot guy huh? Can you believe I went to elementary school with this guy? Infact we were pretty close friends! It was Serena, Kitty, Jan (him) and me. Huh, he's changed quite a bit now, going to a performing arts school in Victoria. Back then we watched Inuyasha and other anime together, lol.


....... *speachless* .......



Monday, February 1, 2010

Olympic Torch

Monday, February 1, 2010

Sorry I didn't write sooner, ended up in the hospital friday night and have been busy recovering/working ever since.
The Onlympic Torch Ceremony was AMAZING!!
I got right up close and before the ceremony I was able to talk to one of the other torch barrers that had already ran with it, and he let me hold the torch...
It was so cool, and a lot heavier than I assumed it would be.
Coka Cola team had acrobats on stage,
and there was a real sweet local swing band that opened up the whole show along with some dances and songs by the local Native American groups.
All together a very fun night with a friend from the sorority.
Friday afternoon I blacked out/fained again and woke up with the worst migraine yet
so I went to the hospital...
while waiting my migraine died a little, with the help of tylenol
but I also got into a big fight with Casy again.... grr that girl makes me mad!!
but, we're soooo over being friends now, she crossed the line!
Just finished doing my nails, just a simple nude color
Tomorrow I'm in the international days fashion show, wearing a Yukata.
I'm pretty excited
Also have to go to the library tomorrow to return these manga and get some new ones!!!!
I'm gonna take lots of pics over the next week, so check out facebook.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

No Sleep

Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Havn't slept all night.

I "went to bed" at like... 130am?
I ended up laying there for 3.5 hours tossing and turning with a horible migraine.
So here I am now, still with a headache, though it's dulled with the help of tylenol, and refusing to go to bed now that its 530am....
My logic is that if I am finally able to fall asleep NOW, I won't wanna get up in 3 hours for school.
Therefore.... I will have no sleep tonight....
Probably won't help the migraines I have been having pretty much daily for about 2 weeks now, but no amount of sleep/rest/medicine have helped them so far so I give up.
I'll probably go see a doc during reading week if they are still occuring then.

The olympic torch comes into town tonight, I'll be sure to take lots of pictures.
We also have a movie hosted by the sorority tonight....
Oh and another girl is leaving the sorority now. Making the total something like... 4 girls that have left from my pledge class? Kinda sad...

urg, maybe I should get some sleep.....


p.s - isn't this gyarumoji cute? I love them ♥

Monday, January 25, 2010


Monday, January 25, 2010

Nice right?

Sexy right?

Amazing right?

Yup, I thought so too.

I LOVE Serebro

Russians know how make sexy girl groups

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Yeah, thats right. Blarg.

Still kinda sick, but not really. Confused?
Ok, good. So am I.
I'm still sick cus I have a terrible stuffy nose and a crappy cough that makes my throat hurt.
But I don't feel exhausted or sick other than that, so fuck it, I'm moving on with my life!!
People don't like me coughing at school or work, then can just deal.


Hmm, think I will finally watch Star Trek tonight. I downloaded it a few days ago but never got around to watching it. Also I wanna download AVATAR but can't find any good copies to download yet cus it's still in theaters... poo.

I handed out a couple resumes yesterday, just to a couple places I knew were taking applicants.
It was amusing. I still need to take some resumes to places closer to where I live though, like Denny's....

Not much else to say/talk about now....
Erm.... yeah....

Saturday, January 16, 2010


Saturday, January 16, 2010

Just finished watching the movie Up! for the first time, it was really good!! Omg, it had me crying within the first, like, 15 minutes! Poor guy, loosing Ellie! The little boy made me laugh though, and Doug (the dog) reminds me of my bf saddly! Haha!

I ate ramen noodles while watching it... very yummy ♥

Cute? I guess.... Japanese at the top says "Gyaru" - look it up if you don't know what it is... lol

Ive been looking at a coupld Puricura online sites.... most really suck. I really want a puricura booth here in kamloops... I would go everytime I had the money to go.... probably wouldn't be very often considering they are usually like $8 per time here..... but I would try!!

Bah, anyway... I should get to bed. I have to be up at 9am tomorrow, even though I don't work till 1130.... grr I hate the sunday bus system!!
Oh, also downloading star trek (even though I've seen it in theaters) as well as the glee soundtrack (eek!). So excited, need to charge my ipod tonight, Its been dead since like christmas... o.O

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Poupee Suprise Bags

Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sooooo Cuuutteee!

Well not really, they are more "sexy" look than "cute" - for the 2 that I had gotten anyway.
Click on my doll to the left and check out my poupee girl!!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


Wednesday, January 13, 2010
No, I have never seen the movie.
BUT I did watch this make-up tutorial the other day:

and I wanted to try it out for myself.

Obviously it didnt turn out as good as Michelle Phan's but I was going purely by memory of her steps while mixing in my own edge.

I did get a few really great eye shots, and edited my favorite. So here is a little treat, it isn't on facebook yet so, enjoy!!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010


Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I love walmart, it is helping me slowly build up my dvd collection, $10 at a time!
You can get 2 DVDs there for $10, so I usually get a couple every now and again. Recently I got these two fine movies:

Great movies, both of them! Ive already watched Romeo + Juliet the first night I bought them, and I am going to watch Mean Girls tonight.

My movie collection when I moved to Kamloops consisted of:
-Across the Universe
-Golden Compass

and a few VACSTC DVDs from the past few years.
Though its not many, I've been able (on a very small budget) to add these titles to my collection over the past few months:

-Cinderella Story
-Memoirs of a Geisha
-Mean Girls
-Romeo and Juliet

Like I said, not many, but pretty good for the small budget I have - I'm suprised I can even buy dvd's. They are ALL from the $5 each bin though - hahahaha, oh well, still great movies!

Also, I went to dollarama the other day, and got SCENTED GARBAGE BAGS!!! Its awsome, and they smell amazing! I got Rose and Vanilla scented ones for now. They are cheap too, only $1 for a roll of 25!!

Sick Days

I get sick lots, though its usually not to bad, and I'm only out of class/work for a day or so.

So has been the case for sunday and today.

Colds suck. Ive had a bad headache, nasal congstion, and the chills.
The worst part is the weakness. I mean, if I wasn't so weak, I would probably go to school and work anyway, but when I start to black out nearly everytime I get up, no matter how slowly and carefully I do so, its just not such a great idea to walk around campus/town.

I think I'm feeling much better though, except for a horid headache that keeps returning.
But a headache a can deal with, seeing as I only have one class tomorrow, and no work.
I'm sure i'll survive.

Boyfriend is probably coming to BC for Valentines Day to see me!
I'm so excited!
I am head-over-heals for this man ♥

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Tropic Thunder

Sunday, January 10, 2010
Today was the Tropic Thunder party at the school, hosted by our boys, Kappa Sigma.
It was acctually really awsome, great music and lots of fun.
There was limbo, and hula hoops.
It made my day.

Lots of people wore costumes - hawaiian themed of course!
I did my hair in a 40's/50's pin up style,
and wore a grass skirt, green tube top, and flip flops...
oh and of course, a lei ☻
this picture was my inspiration:

Its 3am, and I have to be up at 10am.
But I'm waiting for DANCE ONLINE to finish downloading,
and thought I would share some info on what I did tonight.

Look for pics on facebook, I took loads.... ♥

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'm not dead!

Saturday, January 9, 2010
No, I didn't die.
I started a blog on ameba (a Japanese blogging website) that was more up to date...
but I lost my password, and am to lazy to go through all the translations to revive it....

So I'm back here...

It's a new year! 2010 baby!
I'm making it my (late) New Years Resolution to blog more,
and I'm keeping it all on this blog.
So I guess I should update you on what has happened in my life since August huh?

I started university in September at TRU
It's an amazing school.
I loved all my classes, except geography
and I passes them all... except Geography...

I'm in a Sorority..
yes, thats right
I know right?
me? a sorority girl?
But honestly, its amazing!
Not just the parties either (though they are pretty epic)
us Zeta's are really there for eachother
sisters till the end! ♥

I still work at walmart
it fucking sucks ass
I need a new job

I got H1N1 (Swine Flu) in October, a few weeks after my birthday.
It sucked
Case closed.

Oh! Remember that "amazing guy" I started dating at camp?
He was a loser
he cheated on me, didn't have the guts to tell me
so he broke up with me instead,
and a few days later had a "new" relationship on facebook
complete with pictures of them kissing, dated from while we were still together..
oh, the joys of love....

In better news, I acctually found THE guy for me
he is ex-close friend's fiance's best friend (confusing?)
met him at my ex-close friend's birthday
he's also from Alberta, but he is a much nicer guy that the last one
he has a daughter, but is really dedicated
it was honestly love at first sight - for both of us

weve been dating since october 24th ♥

wondering about the "ex-close friend" thing?
well she swears that it was only cus of her that we are together
and.. well we may have had sex within the first week of dating
not that we find anything wrong with it
but she apparently does
and she finds it nessicary to call me a slut...
so yeah, I don't take that shit
from anyone
esspecially since our friendship has been on the rocks for over a year now


hmm what else to say?

Im working on going to Japan next winter/spring
to study for a year
I'm applying to Bunkyo Gakuin University
In Tokyo
Its a nice school,
and I have a good chance of getting in,
depending how these next 2 semesters go...

OMG I just remembered,
I went to a three days grace concert on wednsday
it was EPIC
best concert EVER
I can't even describe it in words...
oh and Adam (lead singer) held my hand for like, 30 whole seconds
I almost died!

wow that sounds REALLY fan girl-ish

anyway, peace!